To all my friends here,
In the upcoming week(s) I won't be able to be here much or at all. I have other things on my mind and more practically... probably won't have an internet connection where I'll stay.
I already posted about this in another thread. Last week I broke up with my GF after almost 16 years of being together. There is not much to say about it. We are not in a fight, have had great years, but for me the feeling is gone and has been for too long. Being 35 I had to decide to search for hapiness again. It's hard, especially for her, but we'll manage. We are going through this together as much as possible but have to take our distance too. Things are moving fast now and in the upcoming week I will already be looking at a few places to rent for a while. We decided it would not be wise for me to stay here, although it was a good decision to be at home the first few days. We want to keep things as amicable as possible and me being here would in the end ignite tension. I will be at my sisters for a while.
So... sigh... relieve? Yes... Pain? Definitely, Sure I'm doing the right thing? As sure as I can be Afraid? Oh boy yes!! I haven't been through something like this before. But... also excited about doing new stuff and explore life again.
My... and this is the first time I'm saying this... "ex-girlfriend", will leave for her sister in the States for two week on Sunday . I will be here then and hope to drop in a few times or will do so from the office. In case I won't be able to.... I will be back as soon as I can.
Grtz and thnx for listening,